this is MY LIFE..
STAY ONLI if u care..
GET LOST if u dun..
basically thats ME!!!
this is MY LIFE..
STAY ONLI if u care..
GET LOST if u dun..
basically thats ME!!!
Parade of School.
This competition aims to promote greater unity within school clusters and uncover creatuve talent in the fields of cheer choreography and performance. Watch a stupendous display of gymnastic stunts couples with rousing cheers that will simply blow you away.
Emerge 2006.
joined Parade of School.
joined Talentime.
didnt make it to the finals fer Talentime.
but.
im still part of the POS team.
yeah.
though ppl are gettin tired of all the practices.
but im gettin more n more excited.
seein the date of competition comin nearer, i feel happy and sad.
coz it will soon be over.
=)
today. have lesson. den went POS. mit up with Sharon. well. i spent my time there doin nth. haiz. coz i wasnt involve in the stunts. kind of wastin time. and frankly speakin i was quite pissed initially. but thinkin back. its me who wasnt committed enuf thats why i wasnt in alot of things. nevertheless, i stayed thru the whole practice from 530pm till 1130pm. and Phileo and Lurcas apologised fer makin me sitting dwn there doin nth wasting my time. *hey guys. if the 2 of u get to read this. dun worry. im alright with it. =)* ya. indeed i keep whinin abt it. but. dun nid care de la. haa! actually im getting veri excited. especially excited coz once again im goin to perform. ha! i like to perform. =x maybe tats why im in choir?! ha!!~ i like to be on stage. okok.. crazy woman here. ha!
the sad thing nw is. im no longer de STYLISH Victoria~. haiz. i itchy hand go cut my fringe. nw i become KUKU Victoria~. with a KUKU lookin fringe. faint.
realli ugly sia!. haiz.. thinkin of goin fer hair extension. those coloured kind. haiz.
and oso. my mum is kinda veri pissed off with me hme late. yaya. i noe shes worried. but i'll be fine. but it realli makes me lose my cool when she start shouting at me. haiz.
GOD!!. enlarge my capacity of tolerating.!!!~
something happen in the mornin pissed me off. and oso make me so grateful to God for the decision He made fer me. if not for His decision, i would be the one sufferin. i would be the one worryin and cryin. indeed God's way is higher den our ways. i reallli cant imagine my days ahead if i were to go according to my will and nt God's will. thank u Jesus.~
i wanna grow stronger in Him. but im always lazy. and i realli duno hw shld i start to go abt. pray and read His word. is that just enuf. i dun think so. i wanna cruxify my flesh even more. especially when im lazy. coz its the devil stoppin me frm growin stronger in faith. but i believe thru Him, all things are possible!.
was talkin to Sharon juz nw when on our way to SMU. and i thought thru hw i manage to walk thru my darkest days in SP. with all the thoughts of backsliding. with all the thoughts of quitting. with all the ppl comin against me. with all the things piling on me. the burden in me. and yet i manage to lead the CO into getting another pretisgious award in SP. indeed is by His power. and of coz the frenz that He sent to be with me. and the strength He given me. though im nt faithful. but still He is faithful. Amen~
ha. okok.. enuf of blogging. gonna go rest~ whoOts. SP POS ROCKS!!!!
i did it again..! haa!! haven been blogging.. too tired... busy with POS, sch, TESTs!!!!!haa!!!~MONDAYhad lesson. went POS. went to O School. prac till 1140pm. rushed fer train. reached hme. slp @ ard 3am. TUESDAYhad lesson. no POS coz gt prayer meetin fer emerge. went hme slp. veri tired. wake up. rots. slp at ard 4am.WEDNESDAYsuppose to go POS. ended up nv. had clz outing @ Pizza Hut. went CO. studied fer Engineerin Math II. prac as usual. thanks YikloOng and his friend fer helping out. nw. i need AUDIENCE!!!haa!!.. went off earli after pract. studied till ard 5am. THURSDAYwake up at 720am for 8am lesson. reached at 9am. ha!. after lesson. went to CO rm rest. played 15mins computer games. slp fer 1hr. wake up. study all the way. 5pm quiz. the lecturer veri noisy keep talking. so i keep tskin veri loudly. almost wanted to pull out all my hair. distractin me. finish paper. went hme. slp at 3+am.FRIDAYpissed off. extremely. classes all cancelled and yet nobody informed me. argh! 10am practical cancelled. 1pm GEMS lesson cancelled. blardy hell. i wasted 6hours in sch doin nth. argh. and my sleep!. wasted all my slp. argh. nvm. after lesson. went hme get my guitar go cell grp.had fun. indeed i wan find back my first love for GOD. im lazy. but i want to get all pumped up for the Emerge 2006. is thru this conference. i gt my visions and dreams. my dream. to be a song leader. and nw. im in choir. 1 step nearer to my dream. ya. went hme. slp @ 3+am.SATURDAYwent choir prac. was late. haiz. went DORA darling's hse. =x teach her guitar. was late fer svc. make Sarah veri angry. she is so angry that she juz walked away after svc. haiz. feel so bad. apologise to her. and prayed as a cell grp. gonna cruxify my own fresh to be earli..!! after svc. went POS pract @ SMU. its fun. but tiring. was actually thinKin of nt joining. but what spurs me on is realli the ppl in this POS frm SP. especially Phileo. seeing the effort that he put in. realli as compared to us. is realli so much more den anyone else. though he might be small in size. but he is a spiritual giant. leadin such a big grp of us. ya. but the persecution frm my parents are huge too. but i believe. God will make a way fer me. anyway. finish pract at 1130pm. went to take the train. reached hme at ard 1240am. slp at ard 3am. realli cannot tahan. too tired.SUNDAYwake up late. was too tired. rushed fer POS viewin @ expo church. wanted to cab down. but i waited fer 40mins of cab. none stopped. thus i gt so fed up. i tooK train. reach there. changed. perform once. den went to SMU. rot there to wait fer the ppl to arrive. ended up 6pm oso haven start. went off to meet Zelig, Daniel, Billy, William, Dennis (Zelig's church fren) and Billy's cell grp members. had steamboat. its a farewell dinner. gonna botak le. haa!!!~ played arcade. had fun. but im too tired. my tooth is aching. argh. went hme at ard 11pm. reached hme. gt scoldin frm my mum. expected. haiz. ya. waiting fer my hair to dry nw. cut my fringe myself juz nw. i think it gonna loOk ugly. coz i think its kind of too short. haiz. shall see.bye bloggie//
whoot. im back fer updates again. haa... got interesting things.. hee!!!!
wednesday.. went fer the stupid joggin elective. argh.. so long never run le.. tired. and my kneecap. pain.. lousy old injury.. had prac.. tiring.. went redhill fer dinner/supper... home sweet home..
thursday.. lessons. make up cell. tiring.. home sweet home..
friday!.. went out with SPCO peepx to support XueQi @ Orchard Cineleisure Kbox. Echo music. her company. the CO quartart performance is gd. but the singing.. argh. cannot make it la.. but.. the guys are cute. =x haa!!!~ went have our favourite food. Geylang.. ha! smelly dou fu, teochew porridge, rochor dou hua... hme sweet hme by CAB... -_-"~
saturday.. i love this day.. went out with Darling.. DORA!.. =x den had kbox session. haa!! den we walk ard majiam les.. =x and i was tellin her.. ppl will realli think we are les la... coz... we.... oK nvm.. ha! shall keep the details... =x if nt........ haa!!!~ anyway... had neoprint again.. wahahaha.. this time round nt as gd as the 1st one.. nvm.. shall take nxt time... oh ya.. and i saw Chew Sin Huey.. whooTs.. so so happy. ha! tooK her foto.. usin Dora's phone.. hee.... the interestin of the day is coming.. haa!!!
got this woman.. she is realli a noisy 1... board the train at somerset.. talkin on de phone damn loud. and her conversation is -_-"~ she was sayin that she bth de guys. always take advantage of gals when on the train coz train veri packed and oso she dun like coz always have body contact with strangers. eg.. knock in to ppl accidentally kind.. me and dora heard it already den we were like.. "dotx...den go get a car and drive urself. if nt get out of the train!!" and she say tat time she was at sentosa. den gt some guy ask fer her no. though she wasnt wearin anything revealin or attractive.. and she kind of scold tat guy... dotx... for goodness sake. she isnt a beauty... ha!.. soso onli.. meaty kind... and biatchy kind.. de best part comes... alot ppl alighted at city hall.. and thus there are quite a lot of seats available.. and she wanted to have this side seat.. but gt this indian couple standin there preparin to sit down.. and she literally wanna squeeze thru them and sit dwn... ended up she cant... ppl stared at her... den she go the other seat.. sit dwn. no image... slouge till majiam at hme... and SLP!.... i have a pic of that too!! haa!!!~~and she alighted at Raffles Place.. ha!!!
she toOk same train as me... den board the train. she standin right in front of me.. she is a shorty! =x anyway.. so she stand there and loOk veri pekchek. coz she gt no seat.. wahahaha... and thus she stand there.. hold on the handle.. and rested her head on her hand... and she is veri slpy and tired i guess.. so she keep yawning... without image... yawnin and openin her mouth damn big.. im so afraid that flies might fly in and die inside... -_-"~ anyway.. so she teared abit. coz when yawn will ma.. den so she smudge her eyeliner la!! wah lauz.so ugly... she dun even care.. maybe coz she cant see.. den coz the train veri packed.. ppl will not becareful de touch her abit... den she turn and stare at the person lo.. ha!! so so so.. at clementi gt someone sittin infront of her alighted.. so she immediately sit dwn b4 that person could realli leave the seat.. argh~ and she squeeze herself in between 2 blacks.. if i were her.. i doubt i will sacrifice myself sittin there. i rather stand la... den she slp.. with a veri pekchek expression.. ha!!!~ coz de 2 blacks havin contact with her precious skin.. haa!!!~ anyway... at jurong east alot ppl alighted.. so gt more seats... den she dashed to the seat opposite and sit dwn and stared at the blacks.. wahahaha! is so funny can.... den slp again.. ha!!! den at chinese garden gt this guy alighted.. so i toOk the seat and secretly snapped another of her photo.. =x haa!!!~ anyway... den she alighted at boonlay la.. haa!!!~ i wanted to follow her hme.. but... dun wan la.. waste time.. ha! ok. but i know she frm NP!!!! coz her ezlink ma.. haa!! =x end of story..
another 1... the auntie... wah lauz... hug the pole majiam like a koala bear... den ppl ard cant hold on de pole.. er xin.. haa!!!~ end of story.. coz this 1 nt veri interesting. no pic fer her oso.. haa!!
sunday. sang fer svc 2 and prayer mtg. veri tired. reach hme. slp. haa!!!~ and here im bloggin.. well.. and today morning. dora darling sms me at 630am.. and i replied la.. wah lauz.. and i have no idea what did i reply her.. =x haa!!!~~ and i had this strange dream.. i dreamt abt this particular person.. i have no idea why... but... its so strange la.. haiz... nvm.. dun come and ask me who. coz im nt telling.. haa!!!
=)
Your Personality Is
You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules.
You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you.
A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up.
In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly.
At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions.
With others, you tend to be polite and formal.
As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself.
On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!What Your Face Says 
Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic.
With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative.
In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.
In stressful situations, you seem sad and helpless.
and and and!!! not to forget oso... my newly found darling gave me 2 surprises lo!!!! haa!!! here u go!!!!whOot!.. ok.. nw finally have the mood to blog.. haa!!! well well well.. how shld i start?!?!?!
monday to wednesday... nth much. juz sch lo.. boring lessons la... whenever have breaks.. i will go computer lab.. realli super no life la... haiz...
thursday. went to PS with CO ppl. actually wanna watch MI:3 but no tic. so ended up shoppin and goin geylang fer food.. ya.... den went hme.. meet meifong and esley baobei go pioneer mall..
den took cab hme...
friday.. meet my newly found darling.. haa!! DORA TAN! went to watch Mission Impossible 3.. she loOk... TOTALLY DIFFERENT from her brother, ZELIG TAN. but their pattern same same de lo. well well.. treat her movie... den she treat me popcorn and drink.. nice nice.. den after tat went toOk neoprint.. haven scan yet.. haa!!! shall scan them soon... after tat went to meet my cell grp members... ha!! felicia treat us Sakae sushi.. wahahaha!! den we keep ka jiao this boy there.. hiak hiak!!! after that go service.. that JunXiang.. wah... bully... and he is funny too la.. and they all had a photography session.. me the attitude photographer.. haa!! whenever the phone on my phone.. i'll take my own foto. ha! ok. im zhilian lA!!! whatever... den went home after svc....
saturday. wake up late lo.. den so late for the reporting time fer camp. didnt pack my bag somemore.. so quickly pack.. nv bring any toileteries... not even my toothbrush.. anyway the camp is nice.. enjoy myself. ha!! coz sang kbox.. whOot!! i love it.. after tat went back sch.. keep chit chat lo.. den slp..
sunday. dunwanna wake up. ha!! then de freshies and the rest laugh at me.. -_-"~ whatevr. den after camp. go my grandma hse.. practically slp thru lo.. and like a dead log.. ha!! den reach hme.. online.
monday. lesson. boring. went POS.. had fun.. but tiring too..
today. lesson again of coz. more boring. had mtg too.
well.. before i end.. shall post my cam whorin pics again.. wahahahaha!!!.......... but.. this time round.. i loOk ugly.. haiz..
whoo.. im fallin in love again..
wahahaha!!
with CAO GE GARY!!!
his singing..
whoo!!
especially my blog song..
u all will surely fall in love with his singing de!!! ha!!~
烛光晚餐...
nice song..~
多想要记住这一分钟 回应我幸福的要求 我或许没有别的梦 唯一的是我爱你你也爱我
meaningful too..
=)
anyway..
haven been bloggin these few days...
argh~~~
forget what happen le..
haa!
onli remember i go chalet.
remember i go coffeeclub rotx.
and remember kana bitten by mosquitoes..
ha!!!`
chalet is fun...
haa...
coffeeclub still de same...
hmm..
like veri bo liao sia!!!
what to blog abt?!?!
duno sia.
lazy to blog oso. wahahaha!!
=x bye!
okok. im lazy to blog..
shall post all photos!!
haa!!
=)
firstly.
presenting to all of u..
my Engineerin Math II lecturer..
he is veri HOT..
coz he is a FRESHLY GRAD frm university..
however..
i find him irritating..
cant teach..
and best of all..
he looKs like FRANKENSTEIN!!!!~
WAHAHAHAHA!!
next...
something i saw that makes me laugh...
well..
haa!!
this picture..
i didnt wanna take actually..
but..
was sitting down there..
waiting fer Esley to finish her Bible study at foyer 3 @ EXPO...
nth to do la..
so i happily start cam-whoring..
and saw this guy..
holdin on to a PINK FURY MIRROR..
and start his vainin session..
=x
sorry.
i juz find de mirror cute..
and strange to see a guy holdin tat..
whoever know this brother..
or if this brother happen to saw this..
im sorry....
up next..
my beloved cell grp members..
its onli a few of them..
my fake twin..
they say we twin coz we always fall dwn..
dotx...
crazy...
she is a mad woman..
went chalet frm friday till sunday..
den she majiam auntie la..
here comes the auntie photo!!!
haa!!
actually she gt even more lame photo..
but..
i better dun post them out..
=x...
eSLEY!!
haa!
use to be the youngest in the cell grp..
but coz of tat Justin la..
haa!!!
anyway..
i caught her slpin on train!!!
=x
ok..
here is the youngest cell grp member!!
JUSTIN!!!
haa!!
i love him..
he is so Cute..
and so nice to bully..
haa!!
=x
and of coz Jonathan and Yuening..
hee!!!
Jonathan is Justin's elder bro la..
blood 1 hor..
as for Yuening..
haa!!
she forever veri funny..
hee!!!!~
yeah~
ok..!! done with my cell grp members..
upcomin will be 2 crazy ppl who always flood my tagboard..
haa!!
my beloved Aileen and Zelig..
A and Z..
dotx la.
nvm...
haa!!~
went out with them on 30th April 2006, 1st May 2006 and 3rd May 2006..
within 1 wk...
3 times..
oh man..
haa!!
anyway..
toOk neo prints la..
haa!!~
*ps. i loOks veri ugly inside la..
haiz..
of coz..
my twin sis aileen take photo with me..
last bt not least..
of coz..
ME LA!!!
haa..
forever cam-whoring la..
ha!!
but...
they all say dun loOk like me la..
wah lau eh...
haiz..
sadded...
nvm..
haiz..!!!!~
its realli me la..
!!!!!
and!!!
i think i loOk strange tyin up my hair la..
i onli know i loOk damn tired..
haa!!!
whatever..
and the Esley and Meifong..
say i look like SHU NU!!!...
meaning veri girly kind..
faint..
hahaha!!
thats all with my photoblog..
ha!! took me an hour la..
tiring..
bye bloggie!!!
again..haven been bloggin enufhaa!ppl are complaining..anyway..these few days..soso la..friday..is our 9th anniversary..and i forget all abt it..i shld be shot dead..haiz..sorry darling..=)i still love u..haiz..haven been meetin up with u fer veri long le..think de 2 of us are too busy le..haiz......nevertheless..i will still squeeze time out fer u de!!!!!!!!muacks!!!well..on thurs..was kind of feelin sick actually..but meifong and esley..haa!!called me out fer supper..den i high~~went eat..after tat mit Kin and walked hme..friday.cell grp.was so tired.went hme slp after gems.went have supper once again..saturday.suppose to go captain ball competition.but my team gt disqualified.coz...not enuff brothers..im so sad can!!haiz..went service.sang fer service.love it!went hme after tat.sunday.wake up at 1pm.went expo again.fer POS 1st viewing.onli went once their prac la..anyway..its fun.ha!!went to mit aileen after tat..sorry sorry..make her wait fer me fer so long..haa!!!~den went Daniel's hse..bath~=xwell..Zelig coOkin ma~~of coz muz go support..haa!!!~den after tat we worship God and pray fer each other.i love it..den go hme by cab...today.dunwanna stay at hme rot.so called Zelig and Aileen out.mit Zelig at Harbourfront center first.den went town rot a while den find Aileen.watched The Wild.had wanton mee @ Hereen.tOok neoprinT!!!haa!!shall post it at a later post..too tired to upload them..and oso some other pic taken on sat after service.den after tat wanted walk to Far East Plaza...ended up..we went to Swenson and had the Regular Earthquake..had fun today..thankz de 2 of u..haa!!fer wasting ur time and money with me rottin ard..haa!!=)oh ya..and oso..forget abt aileen's funny action..haa!!!~=xand oso..gt an ang moh...i bang into him..den i apologise..and he scolded me back vulgarities..i was like..."what the H311..!!!"i apologise le u still scold me..and use vulgarities somemore..so pissed off..but thankfully.. he nv let me hear it..if nt i sure scold him back..=xok. im violent.haa!!ok la...=)thats all..wahahaha!!im done with my blog!! MR ZELIG u better blog la!!!
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